well no i pity myself aaaaaaaa lot (well it is a bit too much >.< but i need to shout it out - in thoughts) ... i have one of these summer colds....so annoying >.> my voice is nearly gone, i'm nearly coughing all the time, my nose thinks it's time to bleed and i'm witht that in school (well could be worse).
but worst thing is that's july. july means nearly august so summer vacations -> summer vacations means that i have to start with my skilled work ... and also i have to do my portfolio for the applications after my graduation.
this is all waaaaaaay to soon - i am a weak person i can't handle this >.< "it's nearly over thing" well i think it's strange...i know that's the way it should be, but after 12 years i'm kind of used to school ... (i really wanna leave it but now the end comes i already feel nostalgic - and i did not even graduate ^^°

so here's the question and i hope someone will answer ! what's your method to get used to that thougt and how you gonna start the work?